For the past few days, I've been looking at other people meticulously and have been examining them (not like the i-am-a-rapist-slash-doctor-kind-of-examining). While doing so, sometimes I feel like I hate them, or that I will hate them if we get to know each other, or sometimes i feel like I have to be with them. However, just today, I realized I am not like them- that I am not a human being, or something to that effect.
10 WAYS TO PROVE I AM NOT A HUMAN BEING
(according to my observations)
I am apathetic.
I am afraid of people.
I don't have feelings. Maybe. Maybe not.
I don't cry.
I show no affection to anyone.
I can't look anyone in the eyes.
I want to be alone.
I don't love anyone (romantically). Maybe.
I am not loved by anyone.
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I do feel something, I feel things, but I am apathetic. I am not touched by graciousness or generosity or anything. Maybe. That's why I can't show any affection, and I am jealous of the people (insert names of my friends here) who can openly address and express their affection to other people, or even to everybody.
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I don't really want to be alone, but I am alone.
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ReplyDeleteyou just listed 10 symptoms of being human. well not really. but we all feel that way every now and then, believe me. pana-panahon lang.
ReplyDeletehere's a virtual hug from a fellow blogger. :)